In the early morning my blue eyed lover finds me in the bathroom with blood dancing down my arm from where I had cut into myself.
She holds me until I have no more tears to cry.
She puts her lips next to my ear and says sweetie everything is going to be better one day.
A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was prayin’ that you and me might end up together
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I’m holding you closer than most
Cause you are my heaven
I don’t want to waste the weekend
If you don’t love me, pretend
People are going to disappoint you, I get that… I kind of expect that, but I don’t know, what if one day you wake up and realize you’re the disappointment
At night I lie in her arms thinking about how much I love her.
When I’m lying in her arms I get these little butterflies in my stomach and my heart starts to beat faster and faster.
When my love is holding me, I feel like I’m floating on clouds.
When I feel her sweet lips against mine, I can’t think straight.
As she kisses her way down my body, it feels like I’m on fire and there is nothing I can do.
Her kisses are so soft it feels like little butterflies dancing over my bare body.
When she looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes of hers, I ask myself how could I be so lucky to find someone like her.
Penguins can’t fly, I can’t fly so therefore I am a penguin of many colors
her cheeks are wet with tears
and yet
she still smiles like nothing is wrong.
the girl she loved was just a dream
and yet
she is still in love with her.
I am slowly slowly dying she whispered to her love
but still
her love didn’t love her.
Who are you? Are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you are free to experience them?
I Have.
I Am Fucking Crazy. But I Am Free.
It’s sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and now, you can barely even look at them. Now i really just miss my best friend and i don’t know where to find her.
incredibly quiet and extremely lizzie 