Today

Today I decided that I wanna learn how to open up to people without having to worrying about being hurt, forgotten or used. I don’t always want to feel sad, but no matter how much I tell myself to be happy I can’t. I just can’t do it.

I don’t know how to really have fun and to just be myself, I wanna just have fun and be myself and not care what other people think, but I can’t.

to tell you the truth I hate myself as a person, I don’t feel like I will ever be good enough for anyone or anything and I hate that I hate myself, I hate that I don’t feel like I am good enough. I wanna love myself and I try I really do, but it’s not easy for me. it’s not easy when I feel so alone I mean I know my family is there for me, but sometimes that’s just not enough

I wanna change all of that someday and when that day comes then I will be happy, love myself, be more than good enough, I’ll have fun and love being myself….

XOXO

songs

did you ever notice that there is always that particular line in that certain song that always stands out in a certain way and reminds you of memories that you haven’t thought about in a long time….

BE YOU

BElieve in
YOUrself

IF YOU….

if you wanna be a bitch, that’s cool. but only remember i will be one too. ONLY A HELL OF ALOT BETTER.

Being

being normal is boring, being different is so much more fun.

Maybe…

maybe it’s not about the happy ending maybe it’s about the story and everything that comes with it.